I received good news today.
But I was nervous in the hours preceding the good news – perhaps more nervous than I’ve ever felt before. And when the good news came, I found myself in an emotionally vulnerable state: fragile, elevated, humbled. The moment ached of relief and confusion, yet was visceral and cathartic. I could be joyous now; it was ok. And there was no need to feel guilty for being happy right now. Happiness was warranted.
My mom’s getting better. The battle isn’t over, but we’re winning. She’s winning and getting healthier and stronger it seems with every doctor visit. These appointments used to be dreaded; infused with an innate fear of the unknown. As of late, my mom seems to walk out of them triumphantly. The irony in that stems from her inability to actually walk without aid (she has been wheelchair bound for about half a year due directly to her sickness). But even her physical therapy is proving to be successful: yesterday she was so excited and proud to stand up on her own and show me the baby steps, the literal baby steps, that she was incapable of performing just a month prior. Watching my mom take her first steps on her own was an interesting (albeit strange) feeling. She saw my first steps – and here I was watching her take her first steps for the second time in her life. Do babies know how proud we are of them when they accomplish their first steps on their own? I don’t know. But being able to be proud of yourself for taking your first steps again (and to be conscious of the situation) is something that most of us don’t get the opportunity to experience. Hopefully none of us have to either. But seeing it in my mom was delightfully special. And I’m thankful for it.
It was a good news day. And I was deservedly happy. So much so that I treated myself to a movie. I wanted to celebrate and a matinee felt like the way I wanted to do so. I preface my thoughts on The Artist with good news about my mom because it is very possible my enjoyment of the film sprouted from my vibe going into the theater. I was elated and happy prior to my viewing of The Artist. I was elated and happy after the film as well. Delighted actually. I was smitten and charmed by the rich and energetic performances of Jean Dujardin and Bernice Bejo along with the elegantly simple and beautifully executed story.
There’s a shot early in the film of a 1927 movie audience at the premiere of a George Valentin (Dujardin) release, “A Russian Affair,” simply watching the movie before them. As shot, we see the film too, but by placing the camera in a far balcony, it invites us as real audience members to enjoy the intimate experience right alongside the 1927 audience. I caught myself just simply enjoying “A Russian Affair,” the film within the film. You see, The Artist knows what it is – a silent film made in the 21st century. It has to be aware of its existence, I believe, in order for it to work as well as it does. Michel Hazanavicius directs with wit and an assured confidence in both the straightforward scenes and the surrealist dreamlike scenes that use silence differently. Its post-modern flourishes give the whole film a more ambitious and intelllectual take than most films of the silent era were capable of presenting. The best films of that time were emotionally resonant and viscerally charged (City Lights, The General). The Artist succeeds in capturing our hearts, easily. I knew it would. A movie that loves movies as much as this movie does is sure to win over cinephiles without fail. What I wasn’t expecting was its daring and dynamic filmmaking that had me considering shot composition, sound technique, and film history. It got my film school jones going!
I could talk more of the film’s fine actors (Dujardin is flawless and Bejo makes it incredibly easy to fall in love with Peppy Miller); of its boldly present score by Ludovic Bource; of its shameless love for the art of film itself. But appropriately enough, words just don’t seem sufficient.
I received good news today. I saw a great film. It was a good day.
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